Busy Makeup

Another night of no sleep. As of 10.45pm, Saturday, I have been up for 38hours. I had a lecture in Uni Friday morning, picked up my sister and headed home. I don’t quite remember what I did the whole day, but I know I had bread with chilli con carne for lunch. One slice of wholemeal bread.. I was craving meat, any kind of meat.. beef or lamb or chicken. I thought of going to the movies with my brother and sister (plus our cousins), but I was feeling kinda tired and didn’t feel like dealing with a whole lot of people. I stayed home watching movies on VCDs instead. I finished A Knight’s Tale , got a little teary during the ending *Hehe* I think I was eating pears yesterday… I can’t quite remember. I made plans with Shakhira and Diana for an early dinner, around 7pm. Me and Diana got to American Chilli’s on time, but Shakhira ran a little bit late because she fell asleep. We called her cell a few times before she finally picked up. She was apologizing like mad and said she’s on her way out the door *Hehe* I had the grilled chicken ceaser in mind originally, but ended up having the Guiltless Grilled Chicken Pita . It’s served with beans, but I was craving salt so I asked for fries instead. No point going guiltless on the pita and then stuffing my face with fries, eh? I didn’t care, I haven’t had fries in the longest time. I didn’t finish the pita bread (ate half), but I did finish the chicken and vegetable filling. After dinner, Shakhira had to go pick Rakhma up ‘cuz they were going clubbing. Before that, Shakhira wanted to go have a few drinks at *where else?* BarFlam (yeah the fucking cute one was there and he came to say hello). I tagged along but Shakhira was to send me back to my car later. I wasn’t planning on going clubbing with them. *Sigh* I have no idea what happened, one phone call later.. and I’m sending my car back home, packing some party clothes and jumping into Shakhira’s car. We ended up in this R&B club called Orange. *Groan* I don’t know what came over me, but I was acting like such an arse. I felt fuckup all of a sudden and didn’t get up from my seat most of the night. My eyes were hurting due to all the smoke, so that didn’t help. I barely spoke and I know look ultimately moody. Somehow, I ended up yelling at Fahmy (I am soooo very sorry), and surprising my friends. They wanted to hit this club called Carbon, but I wanted to just head back. Then again, I didn’t want to cut anyone’s night short so I told them whatever’s fine. Bla bla bla.. me and Fahmy’s friend split from the rest to go back to Shakhira’s place. He didn’t feel like partying anymore either so we went back. The rest somehow decided to ditch Carbon and go eat instead. We waited for them at the apartment and watched TV and talked and all that. We stayed up til dawn hanging out, they guys then fell asleep… So it was me, Rakhma and Shakhira. Later Rakhma went to bed, so the two of us just hung out talking shit. I couldn’t stop apologizing to Fahmy for yelling at him, and to Shakhira ‘cuz I feel really bad for cutting the night short. I finally got home around 4pm, hung out at home bored shitless and having no idea how I’m feeling right now. All I know I’m majorly bored, have yet to eat a proper meal (a few fries in the afternoon and a bite from mom’s plate just now), annoyed at something but don’t know what… Crap. I don’t know. My eyes are feeling funny, a little dry even. I need to wash my hair but too lazy to hop in the shower right now. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Fahmy’s house at 3pm for his Aidilfitri open house. Food. Lotsa food = Trouble. Some of my friends are gonna be there, too, so that should be interesting. I’m getting incoherent. I tried to get the fucking scanner to work but it’s being gay. I’ll try again later. Too bored to even write, this has gotten majorly long anyway. G’nite.

      Doh! I forgot to publish the last entry. Stoopid me.   2 nights in a row of getting totally shitfaced. I’m almost embarrassed to even look in the mirror. Thinking of certain events is making me cringe a little.  Then again, it was mas0r fun!  Minus the pounding in my head and the nausea, ofcourse ;-) Tuesday night was the required visit to BarFlam, it was their  Ladies’ Night  and the girlies get free drinks. Not the usual free flow like other clubs, it’s only 1 drink. Their theme (or whatever):  “Well dressed, well treated ladies get free drinks” . At the door, the girls were given this coupon to fill out and to be exchanged for champange at the bar. It comes in those cute baby champange bottles. In keeping with the whole  Ladies’ Night  thang, the bartenders were shirtless for the night. They wore white shirt cuffs and tux-like collars with bowties. I don’t know if I explained that right…  At midnight, they had this   Midnight Special  , where they got the girls to stand around the bar. The bartenders then climb on the bar with a tequilla bottle each, and move around pouring shots down your throat. Cool, eh? At one point, one of the guys was dancing on the bar and pulled up this girl. Talk about some hot moves *LoL* Me and Shakhira got there early, right after dinner infact, around 9.30pm. Nini and a couple of her friends joined us about an hour later. Ran into Dolly (she joined us) and Carlos dropped by for a few minutes. We left kinda early, I think it was just after 1am.   We stopped for food, and then headed to Shakhira’s place. I slept in the car because I was feeling woozy. Shakhira woke me up when we got there and I crashed on the couch as soon as I walked in. That was around 2am. My head was spinning and I was feeling royally fucked. I got up around 4am, went to the loo, washed my face, changed and couldn’t fall asleep again. The more I tried to sleep, the worse my head felt. I gave that up and watched TV instead. I had no idea what time Shakhira was gonna get up, so I kept myself busy with magazines and playing games on her phone. Good thing a couple of friends called, so I didn’t go insane with boredom *Hehe*  And that brings to yesterday,  Wednesday . Diana came by in the afternoon, so did Ninie. Ninie left for Brisbane last night, so she dropped by to say byebye. Later, we had dinner with Rakhma, Yazmin, Muff and Gerald. After dinner, Gerald went home while the rest of us headed to Bangsar. We hung out at Coffee Bean for a bit, and somehow it was decided we’d do another night of partying. This time in Orange, an R&B club. Rakhma, me and Shakhira, anyway. Muff’s got work the next day and Yazmin couldn’t make it. Rakhma had to send her car home, me and Shakhira picked her up, headed to her apartment, changed in record time and made it to the club just before 1am. We were supposed to meet up with this guy who works in BarFlam. We’ve somehow became sorta friends, and he got off work early last night, so he joined us. Doesn’t hurt that he’s kind of an eye candy *Haha* Also met up with Raflis and his friends there. Shakhira was especially happy to be hanging out with one  particular friend  *wink wink*  After the place closed, they were thinking of heading to another club, Carbon. I was feeling good (right then, anyway), so I didn’t mind. We headed to Carbon and found it closed. Dang. Then again, at that time I was already feeling sick. I must’ve looked one hell of a mess, cuz they were laughing and asking if I was alright. We went home after that, I slept the whole way. I don’t what happened, but we were practically home when it hit. I reached for the plastic bag Shakhira handed me earlier and barfed. Boy, was it ever disgusting. And it friggin’ hurt too. I changed out of my jeans and top once we got upstairs, and passed out on the bed. Not for long, anyway. I got up an hour later because my head was thumping like mad and I had to pee.   I went to the living room and found Shakhira watching TV. I joined her and we chatted for a bit. As much as my icky feeling allowed, anyway. We hung out until Rakhma woke up, then Shakhira showered and left for her station. She said she’ll be back in a bit to send us home. I got home around noon, or just before… I’m not sure. Still feeling a little  euww , standing up n moving too fast still gives me a headrush. I’ve also developed this rash-type on my arm. It doesn’t itch, though. Weird.  *Gasps for breath* Whew! I skipped a few details and descriptions, because I don’t want it to get any longer. If, for some reason, I feel like getting detailed, I’ll blog again. Right now, I’m gonna end this.   Out.

-= Friday Night =- As much as I didn’t plan to.. I found myself in BarFlam with my friends. Earlier in the day, I thought of just dropping by for a few and get my ass home by midnight. That’s what I told Rakhma and Shakhira, they wanted me to party with them but I’ve been going out all the time, and I didn’t want my mom to start complaining. Shakhira picked me up around 3pm yesterday, so we could go get a belated b’day pressie for a friend and Shakhira wanted to eat. At first, they changed the venue to Scandals, an R&B club that re-opened at a new location. Later that evening, plans were changed and it’s back to the old watering hole *Hehe* I was hanging out at Shakhira’s place, talking about the night’s plans and somehow I felt like partying. I didn’t think my mom would be cool about it, so I was just asking her what time is everyone meeting up and saying I’d drop by to say hello. The more I think and talk about it, the more I feel like joining them for the whole night. I decided to just take my chances and check with my mom. She wasn’t extremely happy about it, but it was still an okay. I went back home to get my things and back to her house. We got ready, picked up Rakhma and was on our way. We got to Bangsar around 11pm, and the area was kinda quiet for a Friday night. Thought it was kinda odd, but probably because it was still pretty early. When we got to BarFlam, it was another story. There was actually kind of a queue outside! I saw them not allowing people in, so that was worrying. But Shakhira called this guy we know and told him to reserve a table for us. He called earlier saying he couldn’t get our usual table and it’s gonna be the one next to it or something. When we got inside, the place was so packed there was barely enough space to move around. I found the guy, and asked him where our table was. He said he tried to hold on to it for as long as he could. The hostess from the door told Shakhira that this group of people “stole” her table. She pointed to the table and said when they wanted to sit there, they were told it was reserved for Shakhira. One of the guys said it’s okay, because they’re her friends. How fucked up is that? The manager came and talked to this people at the table next to it, and told us we could just join them for the moment cuz they’re leaving soon. Yeah right. Shakhira didn’t want to, besides Diana told us that they’re gonna bring in a table from outside and put it at our usual corner. As they were preparing to bring the table in, the guy (the one who reserved the table) came over and said there’s a table free in the back and asked if we wanted it. Hell yeah! We ended up sitting there and thanked him. It was just 3 girls at first, then Fahmy and Shakir came. Gerald turned up much much later. The table was small and we only had 3 stools, but it was alright. We moved to another table after the people there left, it was on a raised platform so that was cool. There was a “tribute to Movement” (the club burned down earlier this week) thang and one of the DJs went on for a bit. Nothing spectacular, but some tracks were cool. Ofcourse there was the late night special , this time the female bartenders got on the bar and poured tequilla into wide opened mouths. They were dressed cowgirl-style; belly baring top, hotpants/miniskirt and red cowboy hat. They danced on the bartop for a while, like always. I danced a bit, felt bloated from all that coke and started chewing on ice cubes. One part of the night I started feeling farked. I don’t know why this keep happening, but last night I know I felt mas0r disappointed over something (no details, yet). Then I started feeling a little bit annoyed, so I just stood there observing the crowd and following cute ones with my eyes *hehe* I started dancing again to get rid of the shitty feeling and joined in on the laughter. I had fun.. Kinda different, but it was alright. We stayed until closing, finally got everyone in the car and headed home. I wasn’t feeling very socialable, so I didn’t participate in the convo that much. I dozed off for a bit and got up when Fahmy wanted to leave. I just felt like being by myself, so I told them I was gonna lie down on the couch for a bit. I ended up falling asleep and only joining them in the room in the morning. Bla bla bla.. Shakhira had to go the station for a bit, Rakhma and Gerald left, Shak got back, we went for lunch, back to her place, hung around watching a movie and went home around 5.50pm. I took her car (she was too lazy to drive) and went over to return it at 8pm. So… here I am, putting everything into words. Long entry once again. Now I’m sick of typing. I’m out.

Macho has gone back to Santa Monica, Yazmin left for Perth early Tuesday morning… So now it’s Rakhma that’s still here. She’ll be heading back to Melbourne early next month but she was planning on going back earlier, like end of this month or something. Bummer. Oh, but Farah’s gonna still be here until end of February, so that’s cool. Sunday night, a bunch of us went out for dinner at TGIF. It’s kind of a byebye thang for Mach, me and Shakhira even gave her a present. Shakhira bought her a couple of thongs (really shiny, kinky ones *Hehe*) and I added a couple of candles and did the wrapping. We took a few photographs at her place and then it was time to say goodbye :-( After leaving Mach’s place, the rest of us went to BarFlam to hang out. Muff and Yazmin came to join us later, we left kinda early and I was home slightly past midnight. I think. I can’t remember *Hehe* Me and Shakhira went back to BarFlam last night. I can’t remember what we did before that, but we had about an hour to kill, so we decided to have a drink or two. Left the place by 1am, and headed home. I crashed the minute I climbed into bed. That brings us to tonight.. or last night, whatever. Tuesday night, Ladies’ Night at Flams. SHakhira picked me up around 6pm and we went driving around ‘cuz it was too early for dinner. We ended up at Midvalley Megamall, I bought a new toe ring and Shakhira attacked the MNG clearance sale. By 8pm, we were about to die from hunger. Well, Shakhira anyway.. I was just craving Chilis. So, it was American Chili’s for dinner. I can’t believe I had fries. Just yesterday I was pissed because my weight is yoyo-ing between 47.5 and 49kg. Yeah, I weigh a tonne. Shut up. At this rate I’ll never hit 45kg. I don’t know what’s the matter with me, I can’t resist peanuts and all these salty fried stuff. Not to mention all that extra calories from the visits to BarFlam. Bad. REALLY BAD! I’m actually thinking of giving up and just maintaining the weight I am at now. Feel free to motivate me. Anyways, after dinner we went to pick up Rakhma and drove around some more. Obviously, a short visit to Flams was inevitable. Gerald came by to join us. A few drinks and then it was time to go. By the way, the eye-candy waiter guy was there… So, that was cool. That’s all he is, anyway, just something to look at. Sad, huh? After Flams, we went to Shah Alam and paid Fahmy a visit. I drove everyone around Shah Alam, having no idea where we were going. Later, we parked at the McDonald’s ‘cuz we need to pee *Hehe* My phone rang, mom wants me home. Suck ass. So here I am, bored shitless. We planned on going clubbing this Saturday night. Probably check out Carbon, since they play house music and I wanna dance. Eye-candy guy’s gonna be there, I think. Maybe I’ll give Wafi a buzz and see if he wants to join us, since Fahmy’s gonna come too. The more the merrier, right? RIght now, I’m gonna go. I’m feeling a little dissapointed and kinda bummed, and it’s not cuz I’m home while everyone else is out. Hmmm.. maybe this should motivate me to shed all these extra kilos. As if it’s gonna change anything, anyway.

It’s past 7am, Friday morning. I have yet to sleep. COOL! *Hehe* I spent the day at Shakhira’s place, got home around midnight and have been killing time since. She picked me up around 1.30pm, went back to her place and woke 2 guys up so we could go to lunch. Huge ass lunch.. Good thing I don’t eat rice or I’d really be in trouble. Called Diana and she came over. One of the guys, Shakir (Fahmy’s friend), left right after lunch and the other guy, Anas, couldn’t wait to get back to sleep. Told him to crash in the spare bedroom, ‘cuz I thought of watching TV in the living room. Me and Diana went to see a friend to pick up some stuff, the moment she got there. Shakhira had some things to do at her station, so she came upstairs once in a while. Around 5.45pm we sent Anas to Bangsar, he’s supposed to start work at 6pm. He works at our current favourite, BarFlam . Funny bit, he called Shakhira’s phone asking to speak to me. He told me he tried calling my number and go a not-in-service message. Weird. Freaked me out a bit, thought my line got cut off. He then said he called my brother’s number (I sent him msgs from there once), thinking it was my other number. Guess who picked up? My mom *Hehe* Okay, so maybe it’s not THAT funny. But it was kinda strange he still has my brother’s number and suddenly calling. He said I probably gave him wrong digits. Heck, it was 3am and I was asleep.. Can u blame me? Another half hour or so before I have to shower. Ahhhhh.. a nice hot shower. Can’t wait. Class is at 10am, and I’m functioning on zero sleep. Just hope my coordination is good enough to enable me to drive. My stomach’s growling, I think it wants food *Haha* Unfortunately, at the moment, even the thought of food is makes me wanna puke. Maybe later I’ll get something to eat. Something fat-free (like fruits) or low-fat, I hope! *crosses fingers* Wow. Just noticed it’s getting bright outside. Throughout the night, I: 1. Surfed the net + cleared emails 2. Downloaded Move it slow by Kevon Edmonds 3. Did laundry 4. Watched a movie 5. Redid my bed covers 6. Some other minor stuff I don’t remember Since I ran out of things to do, I’m back online and blogging all that stuff. Planning on hitting Carbon on Saturday night, should be a slightly bigger crowd than usual. Should be fun. Just hope I don’t get sick again =P I think this should be enough for now. Tata, kiddies.

HOT DAMN!! I just had the craziest 6 days! It started Friday night, with the usual partying at BarFlam (ran into Dolly there), and the usual after party hang-out at Shakhira’s. It was funny, practically everyone didn’t sleep the whole night. Some slept for a few hours after sunrise. Me, Shakhira, Rakhma, Farah and Gerald stayed up talking about stupid things and laughing. Including the stupid stuff we did as kids, we discovered each one of us was already psychotic as kiddies *Haha* Rakhma went to catch a few ZZs after Shakir and Boboi crashed on Shakhira’s bed. *LoL* Shakhira and Rakhma even painted the guys’ nails. Gerald, as usual, was cracking stupid jokes and getting into fights with Rakhma. Oh, and a friend of Rakhma’s, Ajim, joined us. I drove his car ‘cuz he was too sloshed. Oh Oh.. one more thing.. Rakhma and Gerald danced on the bar! It was crazy. Saturday was another party night, which was unplanned, I think. I can’t quite remember how we ended up partying in BarFlam again. But this time Fahmy managed to join us, he brought Shakir and Boboi with him. Gerald and Rakhma couldn’t make it, something about being tired and Gerald has to work the next day. Ofcourse they came over for the customary after party chill-out session *Hehe* Funny shit happened, ofcourse. Oh, and this is night number 2 of no sleep for me. Sunday night was more chilled… I can’t quite remember what we did exactly, though *Haha* I’m such a spaz! Crap.. I’m losing track of which nights I stayed up. I think I was awake for 3 nights in a row and finally crashed at 4am on the 4th night. Whatever. Anyways, I went home around 3pm Monday, went out to dinner at 8pm and then out again at 11pm. Shakhira picked me up, we were both bored shitless, so we drove around looking for things to do. We ended up in Shah Alam, picked up Fahmy and went to get food. Shakhira ate, we had drinks. Then me and her headed back. Oh yeah.. after dinner, we (Me, Rakhma and Shak. Gerald went home) went to hangout at Hartamas.. Guess who we ran into? Kevin. Shakhira’s ex.. she saw him and wanted to split, but he was faster and caught up with us. Me and Rakhma chatted with him for a few minutes, while Shakhira said hello to another friend of hers. Guess it was awkward for Kevin and Shakhira… Shak just nodded hello and stood at a distance. I guess that’s one of the reasons I went out again, to make sure she’s alright. She told me she did feel like crying but decided to imagine this other guy’s face instead. *Hehe* Crazy girl. Then again, that guy IS cute =P I was still at Shakhira’s place Tuesday night.. Can’t quite remember why I decided to ditch the idea of going home. I had a pretty good night sleep, I think. Oh yeah, dinner at Modestos, saw Anas leaving work, called him over to join us, waited for Ajim, picked Gerald up and off to Shah Alam. After sending everyone home and Ajim to his car, it was already 2am so I stayed over again. Wednesday, I went home around noon to get clothes for the night’s orchestra and also money. I was home long enough to grab something to eat, shower and toss fresh clothes into my bag. I went over to Dolly’s to borrow a top, off to the bank for some moolah and back to Shakhira’s. The show was pretty good.. actually the orchestra was really good. Shakhira’s sister plays the violin and it was her last performance with the orchestra. Me, Shakhira and Gerald went to watch, unfortunately we got too hungry to wait until the end. We left during intermission and had dinner at Planet Hollywood. After that it was Bangsar to hang out. Ofcourse, we ended up at BarFlam . Surprisingly, it was already packed at 11pm, we couldn’t even get a table. We were about to leave for another place, when they told us to chill at the table outside while they reserve the next available one. So, we stayed.. and got our favourite table a few minutes later. It was superbly nice of them, eh? Fahmy and Shakhir came to join us. We stayed until 1am, ‘cuz we thought of hitting Orange. Called Anas, got him out of bed and he joined us *Hehe* Gerald went home because he’s got werk in the morning. Shakhira invited this guy we just got to know, Marc. Orange was empty, so we ditched that idea and hit Spiral instead. The usual after party hangout, Fahmy and Shakir left at 6am, Anas and Marc stayed. OMIGOD! Last night was ridiculously funny! Shakir was talking non-stop to Marc and it was pure crap. Funny shit!! *LoL* All of us stayed up the whole night just hanging out and stuff. I went with Anas to get his work clothes from his house, and surprisingly we had loads to chat about *hehe* Finally left Shakhira’s at 12.50pm, sent Marc to his car, Anas to BarFlam (he works there), dropped Shakhira’s cellphone to be repaired and I headed home. Freaky long entry. Cool. Not too detailed, but I think I covered almost everything. I may have mixed up certain events and the days.. Some things happened on different days? I’m confused *Haha* But, I don’t think I wanna write anymore right now. I’m still laughing over last night and this morning, not to mention the past days *shakes head*

I’m loving this. What “this” is, I’m not sure *Heheh* I’m feelin fine and I don’t know why… It can’t get anymore retarded than this. I just rejected 2 calls because the number didn’t look familiar. Did that make me feel bad? Noooooo! Why? Cuz I’m in a weird happy mood. Maybe it’s all that food I had for dinner.. Maybe it’s time to call the asylum.. I don’t know and I don’t care. Crap. I may start dancing around the room or something =) Nothing major today. Got up around 2pm, rambled on the phone at 3pm, showered, drove around doing some stuff and then dinner with a couple of my cousins. I feel stuffed. I can’t believe I ate an apple after dinner and some of my mom’s tiny cookies. Field day today *hehe* Tomorrow I’m getting back into the low-cal swing. Going shopping with my friends on Friday and probably end up having dinner with them. I hope that wouldn’t turn into another off day for my diet. Whatever.. this is getting boring. I need something new. That way I’ll have something to write about without falling asleep myself. Oh yeah, one last note. Fahmy, keep your chin up. Quit thinking about it too much and concentrate on what’s coming. Later.

       +Sorry, publishing is temporarily unavailable+   Sunday.. Fahmy’s open house. I think I got there close to 4pm, found a table and attacked the buffet. Well, not really attacked.. but I did indulge in some *ugh* oily stuff. The chicken was yummy, I loved that one. After a plate of bits of this and that, I stuck to fruits and water. Shakhira called and said she was coming over, so I thought I’d eat again with her. She turned up, but I decided to pass on a second helping. After some recalculating, I realized I had like 6 sticks of  sate . Bloody hell.. and I’m supposed to be on a diet. Oh well, atleast I got rid of the center fat part. I’m not even gonna try to explain that. Oh, and Wafi turned up later that evening. I think it was after 6pm, he was from another house. After all of Fahmy’s friends left, it was just me, Shakhira, Fahmy and Wafi at the table. Yada yada yada.. We left around 7.40pm or something. I was supposed to go to this other house for dinner with the family.  I skipped the dinner and stayed home instead.  For a while, anyway  *Hehe* I watched TV for a bit, while eating that yummy chicken (I’m such a glutton). Good thing I still have a little bit of sense and it was a tiny piece. *Wheww!* After a half hour of TV, I called Shakhira to see what she’s up to. She was gonna to meet up with some of the girls for dinner, I didn’t go ‘cuz of that dinner I was supposed to go to. They’re still there, but Shakhira said she’s leaving and that she’s coming over to pick me up. I had to rush and get changed.  We had to drop by her apartment for her to get changed and get some stuff. We asked Wafi to join us in Bangsar, if he’s free. As usual, we went to   BarFlam  for drinks. Shakhira was still hungry, so she ordered the sauteed prawns. I held back, but I did snack on the peanuts Anas (a waiter there. Cute one *heh*) brought over. It was just the 2 of us, hanging around talking about this and that. Didn’t think Wafi was gonna turn up because everytime  he says “I’ll see how it goes”, it means no *hehe*  He called around 11.30pm, we have just told the waiter to keep the bottle and getting ready to leave. Shakhira went to the loo, and Anas was asking why we’re leaving so early. I was talking to him when my phone rang. Wafi was asking where in Bangsar were we, I told him and asked if he’s coming. He said he’ll call me back, so okay.. I went back to our table and told Shakhira. We were finishing our drinks when Wafi turned up. Heh. He was already in Bangsar when he called. The bottle was brought back out, we hung out for a little bit more. Around midnight Wafi said he had to go, so we sent the bottle away and left. I got home around  12.30am and crashed right away.  Yesterday was nothing but food and sleep. I got up around 10.30am, had breakfast. A sinfull, fatty breakfast. Watched a movie and then fell asleep around lunch time. Finally dragged my ass outta bed around 5.45pm, showered and went to hunt for food. Found my mom in the kitchen about to eat, so I joined her. More oily stuff into my mouth. I don’t recall what I did after that, but I went out with my friends around 8.45pm. Had dinner with Shakhira and then met up with the rest around 9.30pm. Got teased mercilessly, couple of drinks, reached home around 11.30pm, hung out, babbled on the phone and crashed.  Boy, oh boy.. What exciting life I lead *GAG!* 

Have u ever felt so angry you could just burn everything down? That’s exactly how I’m feeling right now. Plus a few more destruction. This is the longest I’ve felt this angry. I even fell asleep for an hour and woke still steaming. I can’t even eat.. All I’ve had so far is an apple. Oh and a sip of water. Right now I’m OD-ing on diet coke. I don’t even know why I’m blogging. Nobody needs, or wants, to know about my anger. I’m the girl who’s always cheery right? Blehhh.. Screw you!!!